painting by John Phillip Simpson
Juneteenth Cometh
“Isn’t it pretty to think so?”
Ernest Hemingway (1926)
Diversity
in Art and Life
is a driving force,
and yet...
If you were born white
in the America
of the 40’s,
you had a Mt. Everest of inequity
to climb, to overcome.
White privilege was a given.
In 1962,
in my High School
in White Center, a suburb of Seattle,
there were only two black students
in my graduating class.
To be a bigot was hip.
To do otherwise meant
you were a nigger-lover.
Cruel black humor was vogue.
“Did you hear about the colored dude who drown
last week?” “Yeah, ain’t that just like a nigger
to steal more chain than he could swim with?”
Then came the 60’s
with Viet Nam, Civil Rights, and college.
Thankfully, my eyes were opened
and I had to tolerate the bitter taste
of my shame for years.
I made black friends,
I dated black women,
I studied black history,
I gave up hillbilly rock and roll
for jazz and the blues
until my prejudices began
to subside and erode.
In the last fifty years,
we have made measurable progress,
but in the tepid wake
of Trump’s narcissism, populism, fascism,
sexism, and naked unabashed racism,
I see America profoundly divided.
I have always leaned left in my politics,
and I believed in and championed
women’s rights, LBGT issues, civil rights
and the breathless beauty
of interracial children.
I still believe in the equality of all men,
the Marxist dream (though never a reality)
of a classless society,
but in the face of capitalist greed,
dark money, crooked dishonest politicians,
white supremacy, domestic and international
terrorism, and of course the grand chasm
between the top 1% who own everything
and the rest of us, I wonder
if the bloody daggers of division
will ever be sheathed?
I sincerely hope so,
but I really doubt
I will live to see it.
Glenn Buttkus
Posted over at d'Verse Poet's Pub
13 comments:
I like to believe that progress is afoot. Then I read the headlines.
Glenn, your timeline of awareness and sensitivity tells an important story. I would hope that each person would actively pursue such course. I do share your skepticism that some will continue to refuse awareness that the need within them exists for it. External inducements may become necessary.
Straight from the headlines!!! One step forward, then instead of two steps backwards, it's decades.
Pat
This is pow-bam-crunch to the ugly heart of the matter brother — and brutally honest! While I want so, so much to believe humans have the intellect to live above our centered selves, above our panicked need to step on others to secure high ground, above our fearful insecurity that drives us to hate what is different — damn do I want to believe we are better than the glaring proof indicates… but I, overwhelmingly at times, feel we simply are a model that needs to be recalled! Day to day I vacillate in my hope for our species — but dude! I simply look inwardly at my personal “fear driven hate” of the extreme right, and I realize, elements of hate are inherent in humans — it’s just a matter of at whom we direct it, that determines our side of the fence, and who around us will describe us as “a good person”. It is shit tough to be imperfect.
Wow--thanks for the comment and feedback. Your whole rap parallels my own, and it would have been a bang on response to one of the Hemingway quotes about good & evil
I think if those daggers aren't sheathed pretty soon we will destroy ourselves. I like how you describe your journey from the racism you grew up with being abandoned due to your own experiences. But yes, Trump's blatant, unabashed racism did nothing to help the situation.
"I wonder if the bloody daggers of division will ever be sheathed?" I sincerely hope so, Glenn! This is incredibly strong writing ππ
Your story and experiences in life are so truthfully revealed here. I try to be an optimist, but Hemingway's quote hangs above me, like in your verses here, and I ask myself, "Am I willing to confront the ugly truth of racism?"
I believe what is lacking now is decency... it used to be that you at least had to believe is some level of equality and possibility for everyone independent of left or right... but it seemed to have shifted and opened up chasms.
I have hope and faith - that is the optimist in me.
I hope and doubt with you. i hope the hope prevails.
sisypus...still we keep climbing.
A brave, beautiful and punchy poem, Glenn! Your honesty is like being drenched in rainwater <3
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