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Midnight
“Poetry is all that is worth remembering in life.”
--William Hazlitt.
I remember being ten years old.
I remember we lived on on a small farm.
I remember a big stray dog that showed up
one morning.
I remember naming him Midnight
I remember what a loving companion he was
for me.
I remember we lived next door to a chicken
farm.
I remember the morning I found blood on the
dog’s muzzle.
I remember being told that during the night he
had killed thirty chickens.
I remember the neighbor demanding that we
destroy the dog.
I remember my step-father agreeing to it in
order to avoid paying money.
I remember digging a grave at the far end
of our field.
I remember the slow walk out to it, me with
the dog, Art with a rifle.
I remember being forced to order the dog to
jump into the hole.
I remember the trust on the dog’s face.
I remember the crack of the rifle.
I remember the dog’s head exploding.
I remember being told to bury him by myself.
I remember a torrent of tears.
I remember hating my step-father, and the world
for a month.
Glenn Buttkus
Posted over at d'Verse Poet's Pub
13 comments:
Oh this is incredibly heart-wrenching, Glenn. The use of repetition here is powerful in taking us down the memory lane with you.
Oh, that is horrific!
Oh, this is so awful. I am so sorry. I think I would have still have nightmares about this--I might anyway just from reading about this.
A sad tale. Ah but such memories do cling.
Much💜love
I am going to assume this is not fiction. A disturbing story to have lived through. The worst part is having to endure more of that icy heart. No one does something like that with love in their heart. Sending you a hug for reliving it through this brilliantly written piece.
What bravery it took for you to revisit this horrible memory. I cry tears for both you and the dog.
How devastating... this way to see that trust in the eyes must have lingered a long time.
Life was different back then, I remember my mother telling me of the summer (during the war) when they had rabbits to play with... but when winter came the little rabbits had turned to fur coats for her and her sister.
Glenn, you used the repetition to draw the reader into story and by the end we were there beside you, distraught and raging at a world that is often too cruel for words. These are the horror stories that we remember and that shape our character. {{{{HUGS}}}}
The remembers led us deeper and deeper into taht awful story. I feel so sorry for that small boy - what a cruel, cruel thing to do to a child.
Only a month? You are much more forgiving than I am.
I'm so sorry Glenn.
Oh Glenn......I am so late to the reading and even later to putting my post, which was written on time, into Mr. Linky today! And now I read this....I can't even imagine. Memories from childhood....scars from childhood do not need to be physical and, sadly, we carry them with us for a long time. Consider yourself hugged my dVErse friend.
I am so sorry for this experience. You are way more forgiving than I could ever be.
That is an act I could never forgive. I feel tears welling as I read this.
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