Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Heroes Haven




HEROE'S HAVEN

By the bus load
they rolled into Balboa,
wounded,
disemboweled,
their asses shot off,
carried roughly on taunt khaki stretchers.

Weary eyes
that wore a planet's pain;
their heads shaved,
their underwear stenciled,
their blood spilling in little puddles
in quiet green hallways.

Cripples all,
they limped and wheeled,
hobbled and crept
through all of the limbs
of the gray octopus
military hospital;
within wire fences,
beneath post card palms,
gathering up gobs
of their old selves.

Metal and plastic and airplane glue
became tendons.
Canes, crutches, and chrome prosthetics
became new legs.
Empty pinned shirt sleeves
caught the ocean breeze
like sad May pole streamers,
flapping
a melancholy tune.

There were white jagged scars
running over the bodies of men
like angry dead veins,
hard to hide,
especially
those inside.

The doctors, nurses, and corpsmen
raged through the sterile wards,
and their insane anger was leveled
like a loaded rifle
at the patients.

For Christ's sake,
the patients;
that dull thick red river of broken men;
damn goldbrick sonsabitches.
Make sure that those lazy bastards
shined their shoes,
and cut all their hair,
just scrape their heads bald;
filthy germ-ridden hair.
Geld them,
stab them,
break and slice them;
deny them comfort,
harass them,
give them pain
and then give them aspirin,
only aspirin.

They must get their minds right.
Shake them from their fitful slumber,
and stand them at attention.
They are just meat,
just
infinitesimal maimed expendable insignificant protoplasmic service numbers,
and they are not useful
when bedridden.
Those slackers must not stay.
They must go back,
back to the front...
they must.

The men and boys of pain
absorbed the anger,
heard the words,
suffered the scalpel,
took the aspirin,
shined their boots,
cut and re-cut their hair,
stood at rigid attention,
and they did not
forget.



Glenn Buttkus 1968

Posted as #5 over on dVerse Poets

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10 comments:

Brian Miller said...

holy crap man...vivid intense and you had me right there...really well written...patching them up...i can imagine the smells and chaos...we owe them much...

blast from the past too...before i even started blogging...

Anonymous said...

airplane glue became tendons. -> i could see this happen

great imagery

Claudia said...

oh man this was heavy - tight write and i agree with bri - we owe them much

Scarlet said...

Gripping and gut wrenching write from first to last line. The images are coldly terrifying from blood spilling the fields to hospitals, then angel and not forgetting ~

A meaningful share.. thank you

Victoria said...

Glenn, I'm so glad you picked the plight of Vietnam vets as your topic...another inglorious chapter in history. Hearing you read it gave me chills. Your descriptions are vived and gut-wrenching.

Mark Kerstetter said...

Men cut up and patched together - I can't begin to imagine what our service men and women go through, but I respect them and realize they don't want pity. Excellent poem.

Laurie Kolp said...

So graphic and profound this quilt you've pieced together, Glenn... but a sad truth for many.

Unknown said...

Whoa. Intense imagery for the win? I'd say so. Incredible piece.

John (@bookdreamer) said...

War has its own stitch and weave

Priscilla King said...

Ouch.